happy new year

its a very bad day, a very bad new year..01/01/09..what a date.....

dunno how to start..sighh..between 3am to 4am, rmhku dimasuki pencuri..sighh..

i lost my laptop, both my handphones, my handbag..hmm..

realised at 7am..my fren told me..then kecoh jap calling sne sni..nseb baek sorg lg my hsem8 xkne gak sbb die kua blk kol4..i tot it was a dream..but, ternyata semua benar belaka..aku hampir pitam mse tu..i cant breath anymore!!ya Allah besar betul dugaan aku..

tros report kt balai polis klang..polis dtg umah sume la..then berehat, ptg br kua carik mangga br sbb kunci mah aku ade dlm handbag yg kne curi.......

bile ari semakin malam, aku menjadi semakin takut..dgr bunyi sikit aku terkejut n berdebar2..wpn mse tu masih awal..aku jd phobia, takut, sedih dan sbgnye..xbrani tdo srg, kami sume tdo satu blk n locked pintu...

permulaan arini, aku rse tidak bermaya..lemah tp Alhamdulillah aku kuatkn dan gagahkan juga..otw ke ofis td, aku dgr lagu laskar pelangi..n thanks for tht song, sbb buatkn aku lbh bersemangat utk meneruskn ari ku ni..

> time kaseh pd sesape yg menolong ku....
> just listen the song tht i use for my ringtone (lucky - jason mraz)...im not lucky anymore..sedihnye...